They say you attract what you put out, and in most cases that is so true. Well im outside the [box], and i dont fit most cases. I grduated in the top 5% of my class and currently attend on of the greatest schools acedemically, in the state of Georgia. I dont do drugs, I'm not prego, I may get a little tipsy here and there but what college student doesnt? and I have yet to have a male who is equal,educationally, spiritually, and mentally, approach me for a relationship intrest. Instead, I have drug dealers, community college guys, stay at home guys, unemployed guys,unattractive..(i need not go on...you get the point, yes its that horrid) that come up to me and actually try to talk to me. I may sound a bit harsh, but why do they actually think that they have a chance? Look at me, Like do i have a sign on my forehead that says, "will settle for loser?"...uh NO!. I don't know if I make the [successful guys] nervous because i am their equal? Or the [average guys] insecure because, I know what I want to be in life and that I have goals?, or even the [bad boys] quiver since its easier to control a lady who is insecure and has no sence if direction which is soooo out of my character (i don't play:)]....I'm just totally lost. But i will say I will not rack my brain trying to find out why; I know I'm bomb, and nobody can tell me different. Settling will only upset me in the long run, and have me depressed at point A once again. From past experiences I do know my worth, and I will NEVER compromise my character, value, and morals just to say I have a man in my life..>>>where they do that at??..lol<<<>
Monday, December 7, 2009
ummm... i think we should be friends:)
~signed in pink ink:)
Posted by driChula at 8:49 PM
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